thoughts...

Flickering thoughts constantly pass through my head.
tick tick tick tick .
they've become a white noise to me,
silence feels uncomfortable.
some times they die down to only a few, i can actually focus on them.
other days is an endless stream of what i need to do, what i saw on tv last night, my phone list, who i want to be, where i want to go, what i have to eat, who i have to see.... the list goes on.
on and on and on and on
flickering thoughts constantly pass thourgh my head
someday i hope they may end up dead.

the leaves on the trees were ripe green and glistened in the light of the sun just as the ocean shimmers when the afternoon sun is reflected in it. i walked slowly, but steadily, your direction. funny thing was i had no idea you were there. You knew that though yet encouraged our meeting. you drew me, call me, summonded me. like an obediant lamb i catered to your wishes. i didnt know you were there until you were part of me. the seasons changed the leaves turned red. you and i turned into we. the leaves on the trees fell like the rain pours from clouds on a stormy day. still like a sheep i obeyed. but this time i was lead a stray, lost