Thursday, April 30, 2009

Sunday, April 26, 2009

Slow me down~Emmy Rossum

Rushing and racing and running in circles Moving so fast, I'm forgetting my purpose Blur of the traffic is sending me spinning Getting nowhere  My head and my heart are colliding, chaotic Pace of the world I just wish I could stop it Try to appear like I've got it together I'm falling apart  Save me Somebody take my hand, and lead me Slow me down Don't let love pass me by Just show me how 'Cause I'm ready to fall Slow me down Don't let me live a lie Before my life flys by I need you to slow me down  Sometimes I fear that I might dissapear In the blur of fast forward I faulter again Forgetting to breathe, I need to sleep I'm getting nowhere  All that I've missed I see in the reflection Passed me while I wasn't paying attention Tired of rushing, racing and running I'm falling apart  Tell me Oh won't you take my hand and lead me Slow me down Don't let love pass me by  Just show me how 'Cause I'm ready to fall Slow me down Don't let me live a lie Before my life flys by I need you to slow me down  Just show me I need you to slow me down  The noise of the world is getting me caught up Chasing the clock and I wish I could stop it Just need to breathe, somebody please Slow me down

Friday, April 24, 2009

Fadein

i look over to the seat where you would have been sitting
and think of the thinks that could have been happening
and hear all the things that should of been said
but the would've beens should've been could've beens
..... fade
and become nothing but an empty promise unfulfilled and
meaningless words that float in my head

random quotes

sometimes you have to say your 
wrong to make thing (al)right.

no where is it written that i can't 
have it all. that thats what ill do :/

Thursday, April 23, 2009

overflowing

i can tell the bottle is full..
it needs to over flow and i have to open the bottle to releasve its pressure..
but the lid wont come off.

yet when you least expect it to happen the slightest extra amount of pressure will make it burst

and it sucks when that happen cause it makes everything a lot worse!

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

traded, trading

back and forth.
sunrise to sunset .
traded like a card.
me the pawn in their greedy game of chess.
not knowing how my desiton s will effect others.

waterfall

and the invisible waterfall dripping from my face made my vision blurry. Now you had no problem seeing me yet still you couldnt see it, or did you all just assume becuase i was smiling it was ok...

Friday, April 17, 2009

Colour Blind.

"blinded by rose coloured glasses"...

we only see what we want to see,
because if we accepted reality we would have to accept the fact that are actions initiate reactions . we would have to come to terms with the ideea that there IS a bigger picture out side our individual bubble of so called happiness
and that as hard as the truth may be, allowing it to be ok
is better than pretending it didnt exist.
we only see what we want to see....
because we're to in love with easy.

Beautiful insanity

life.
some times it s so difficult that all we want to do is curl up in a ball. Hide ourselves from the world. but sometimes we just have to be.
be ok with where we are, when we are and accept that its ok to just be.